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April 10th, 2009
03:03 pm
'm really having the urge to post so 'm here O: Wondering if I should 'utiliise' my livejournal more often than I do now, it seems dead.
Man, 'm feeling insecure. Shan't fill y'all in, too much to say. But, still, I really do thank God for all the people he gave me. Be it if we're love ones now, or enemies now.
'm missing so many people in my life. 'm one who misses things a lot, devoted? And I think my real happiness lies in love. Yes, in love.
I really miss .. D: I'm in sucha shitty state now. Only bffs know why.
Anyway, these 4 days are really cool.
9 April - View Meng's.
10 April - Paul's.
11 April - Lye Kit's.
12 April - TBSFL anni. :)
I wish life could be better, like, seriously!
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December 30th, 2008
06:11 pm - Knit.
I wanna learn how to knit! :D I think it seems very cool! I don't know if I'd have the perseverance(sp) to though. Haha, I shall see, I must learn it first, before I can start knitting stuff for people! ^^ I may change my mind on this though.
Wow, it's a wonder that I'm sooooo tired now. I wanna talk to you, you & you. Yes, 3 of you. Of the same age, of the same gender. That's kinda easy for you already right?
I'm too lazy to change my LJ's skin. Maybe I ain't even tired of it laaaaaz, rofl.
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11:22 am - -.-
Something's wrong with my phone! I've to restart it to view SMSes. And once I restart, I see 2-5 SMSes coming in. -.- Now, I don't even know when people will SMS me, and when I should restart my phone. That's totally dumb! My phone is a total cannot make it thang. Even Koh Qing thinks so. Tsk.
As I laid on my bed(& listened to music) last night, I was tearing non-stop. I was really worried, afraid, scared. I had no one to turn to. Now, no one can help me solve this problem. I just need you to be my listening ears.
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12:47 am - ♥(You'll Be In My Heart).
I LOVE THE SONG 'YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART'! :D I finished uploading songs to my iPod, finally, 20albums: 1.01GB. Then I was tired+satisfied, I listened to any song I could find. To think it was You'll Be In My Heart! And at first I totally forget what song that was! Until I listened and felt it farmiliar! :D It was sang by sec 3s St Gab. choir guys, main: Nicholas. Wtf, his voice totally rock!
Going off soon, to listen to other songs. :D Jealous? HEE! (no intentions)
P.S. I like this feeling. When I can post freely, and when minimal people sees it.
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December 29th, 2008
03:37 pm - I've learnt how to (insert-words-here).
I wanted to post in Blogger, then I closed the window, maybe I shouldn't post so many times a day there, lest some people (fill-in-the-blanks). So I shall post any number of times I want here! :p
Time past quickly today, 'cus I was packing up stuff. Especially for next year's school life. :D Although my class boys do get on my nerves, I'm awaiting for 2nd january! :D I want to know who my teachers are! (hopefully I do get kind teachers, but judging on my class's reputation, er.)
Initially I thought I would be happy too 'cus I would see many people I've missed! :D But actually no. I've seen them all these holidays, other than, say, Rowena, Gwyneth, Eileen. That's all. Plus the secondary 4s '08 wouldn't be in school anymore. I'm so not looking forward to everyday-life-in-school again, now. Hmm, my mind do change fast hur.
I went to Gwyneth's blog just now. Her blog song: Break Away. D: I miss sing out! TOTALLY. I miss musical too. TOTALLY, like, again. Aw.
Can't I, go back into 2008? 'Time waits for no man.' Ah.
I really don't want 2009! D: I don't wanna lose you, and you, and you, and you, and you. I want y'all back! (clever people knows what I'm talking about)
I guess it'll be about 1 hour before KohQ. and Brenda come. And then the rest will start coming. With this emotional barrier pulling me down, I'm in no mood now. But I guess they'll cheer me up, since I'll laugh (till I'm out of breath;my stomach hurts) w. them. (:
Heh, I'm really starting to love posting in livejournal! Idk why. :D See, I can crap like, so muchhhhh. Like I say, I shall post here as and when I like! HEH.
I miss you, I really do. Why don't you understand sometimes? I know you're one who doesn't express yourself so much. Oh, maybe. Hopefully that meet up will go successful.
MX AH MX, ni si dao na li qu?! I WANNA TALK TO YOU, BADLY AT IT. D:
(Make a wish, take a chance, make a change.)
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12:32 pm - Double happiness. :D
It's finally here! :D My iPod nano-chromatic red (product)! Whee. :D Aha, I'm not boasting fyi. I posted here 'cus less people comes here, right? (:
& I can't wait for tonight! :D Mahjong + pizza hut + seeing loved ones. Whee. <3
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December 28th, 2008
11:44 pm - Wooooo.
Hellooooo! :D
I think Krichelle is going to get me the Smurf I want! And I'd better 'force' Pearlyn to get me that pink money. :p HAHA!
I had so much fun w. them today! ^^ And I was happy we could exchange stories! Krichelle&me I meant! And I was really satisfied w. myself, 3 articles done! :D I know lah, still 4 more to go. Aw! ):
Glad that they like their christmas presents!
Looking forward to tomorrow too. (:
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02:21 pm - If time could be rewinded, I doubt there would be something called: unhappiness.
I really hope time could be rewinded. Actually, I know, everyone thinks the same way. I know time can never be rewinded, it's just a wishful part of my thinking. I always hope. Hoping for my dream to come true.
Now, I really wish you would never leave. I know I'd miss you dearly. I really need you, need your advises. You always seemed to be the only person I could tell EVERYTHING to, and you really helped me a lot. But just like that, and you're gone.
I hope we could still remain as (quite good) friends. Like, you said before, I could go to you whenever I'm sad. Hopefully when I invite you to my housewarming party next year, you're willing to come. I can't wait to have long chats with you! :D As a friend huh, you know that.
I don't like being sensitive, I don't like crying, I don't like being alone. All these, they only make me feel more useless. I'm dying to go to the beach (w. my loved ones). Going w. Rowena&co. when school reopens. Hopefully will go with 'mini clique' too. (: And, I wanna go with brother&co.!
Where the hell is that stupid prince? Mx ah mx, come back already a not?! I needa talk to you! ):
I wish I could cope without you. With my stupid classmates(some), I really hope I can turn to you when I need somebody. (:
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December 27th, 2008
11:59 pm - A minute to midnight.
Again, I'm posting here. 11.59pm, wow, nice time. A minute to midnight. Aha.
I'm really really really lost now! ): Just realised I haven't got over you. That's a very stupid thing! And all those who I could talk to are busy(other than Rowena). Really, I'm f-ing vex! D: How I really wish that dearest brother of mine could stop playing his games all day long. No, I can't expect him to change, just for this lil sister of his. But, sometimes, I feel he ain't there when I need him. I really don't wanna drift, brother. ):
I really am dying to do to the beach. Oh boy. Who can go to the beach w. me? And have a heart-to-heart-chat, I'll love you to bits and pieces! :D Yay.
I'm deciding whether I should private my blogger, and let a few people view it only. And maybe, post more often in livejournal, like what I'm doing now.
By the way, I really hope I can forget you by end of January. I really can't continue like that. And brother oh brother, meet up more often! Please.
And, it's 12.02am already. Happy birthday Wei Cheng! :D Though I know % of you coming here: 0%. But, it's okay. (: It's the thought that counts, aha! Bye.
P.S. Wonder when mx is coming back! Needa talk to him!
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01:10 pm - Unhappy stuffs. Totally me, now.
I don't know why when I'm unhappy, I rather post in live journal than blogger. I know recently I've been posting unhappy stuffs at blogger too, but no, I don't want too many people to know about my unhappy stuffs. Actually if most of my close friends had livejournal, I would jolly well delete my blogger and just post in live journal so I can lock up unhappy posts. ):
But, ayes, shall just carry on like that. Anyw, I doubt many people comes here, so it may be a good thing. (: By the way, hmms, I suddenly lost the power to stay strong. I hate the way I break down so easily, crying so easily and all. Sucha crybaby. D:
There's ballet today. Total shiateness, I ain't in any mood to go, but I've gotta go, missed so many lessons due to various reasons already. I'm gonna have new juniors next year. And, for now, my thinking is: I don't like to have juniors. No offence. Hopefully my thinking would change next year. (& so many juniors are like so disgusting, note:not all, some I said) Yucks.
Should just let nature take its course. Now, I feel so lonely. Sometimes I feel I was all alone, and that no one cared. Maybe I shouldn't even have existed.
Life's a total screw, eh?
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December 25th, 2008
05:12 pm - I miss this. I miss that.
I miss Sing Out. Why must it be the first and last for me?!
I miss musical. I know we can't have it every year, if not it wouldn't be so fun and unique anymore. But I really want another one. I wanna perform in another musical if I can. D:
I miss you. I told myself to let go, I can't. I'm sorry.
I'm sucha sucker. Sucha useless freak. Just lemme die.
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December 24th, 2008
06:10 pm - Bad day.
I feel so empty.
I feel so insecure.
I feel so helpless.
I feel so hopeless.
This feeling sucks.
But it's christmas eve. Will tomorrow be better?
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December 23rd, 2008
06:13 pm - Spread the love this coming season.
The last time I updated was 2 weeks. Wow.
Anyw, christmas is in 2 days! :D Yay! Last time, I wasn't this involved in it, and I thought it was nothing big. But after the christmas shopping, I started to love this season. :D And, I'm gonna do gifts for some people and they better be appreciated! 'Cus this is the 1st year I'm doing this. :D
Haha, can't wait. Byeeeee! <3
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December 5th, 2008
06:51 pm - I've to get on with life. Somehow.
Shiate. ): I miss HI Musical! The backstage and obviously, the stage itself. Omgosh, I'm starting to miss all the rehearsals and stuff. But I wonder why I'm missing Sing Out more when we only went Victoria Concert Hall 2 times and didn't spend as much time there as we did for HI Musical @ Drama Centre. I still remember how excited I was when we were going on stage(for Sing Out) and like omgosh, my heart was beating VERY FAST, and how loud the audiences(especially HIHS's students) clapped, cheered, screamed and everything else. I wanna perform again! Why must it be the last Sing Out?! D:
I'm lucky to say I didn't go to Korea. I know I wanted to go and all. But now, come to think of it, if I've made thru' the audition and went to join the fun, I would have been missing another thing.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/sad.gif) sad
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December 4th, 2008
09:06 pm - I am crazy.
I was just wondering... It's been approximately a year since I've been to the airport, and since I've seated in an aeroplane. Tsk, I hate the smell of aeroplanes, since they gimme a headache! D:
Anyway.. I'm starting to dislike the computer&blogging, which is SO OPPOSITE OF ME. I don't know why. Maybe I'm just very very tired these few days that's why I've been having random thoughts! Maybe.. But nevertheless, I'm attached to blogging. But who knows? Maybe one day I'll just leave the computer and get all into storybooks. (Nah, kidding. But, REALLY, who knows? AHA -.-)
Pearlyn just gave me the site to watch Twilight! ^^
P.S. My eyes are uncomfortable. They don't hurt lah. But I think I'll need to wear spectacles(or contact lens) very soon. I'm cursing myself? o:
P.P.S. I'm gonna have McSpicy for meal for supper. Finally! :D
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/blah.gif) blah
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06:52 pm - That's so not me.
I'm so tired of being sophisticated! So unlike me right? Yep, I agree! Tsk.
Anyw, I doubt anyone ever comes here. Maybe a few at times, whatever, heh! Btw, yep, have got nothing much to say. Feeling pretty weird these days uh. Perhaps the trip to Japan is some time for me to be away from friends to think about things I've never thought about here.
Bye! :D
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/wink.gif) weird
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12:08 am - Aw, so sad!
Omgosh, sopranos(I think) are going to Ting Ying's house this Sunday to practice SYF song. I'll miss it since I will be overseas. Shit, I'll miss the fun.
Disappointed luh D:
Gah. Okay, I gtg soon, tata! (short post, I know)
Current Mood: sad
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December 3rd, 2008
06:44 pm - When all is said and done.
Whee! I'm back from winter shopping :D Bought quite a few things! And you know, the actress Xiang Yun smiled @ me! Whee! :D Aha.
Alrighty, nothing to say alr lah. I'm darn tired, slept for 7 hours. Wait, that's a lot, actually. o: Whatever the case, I'm sleeping too little! I hate this word - insomia.
I don't dare to step into the year 2009. The year 2008 gave me a lot of memories. Good or bad, I still appreciate it. It was a major turning point for me. And it was this year that really let me know what's life. I can't bear to leave it all and get into a new chapter of life. I'll miss everything I had, and all I've done. I keep on hoping that time will remain, or even stall. Gosh, I needa get back into reality. *SLAPS*
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/tired.gif) tired
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02:38 pm - Self-ton(ed)
Hello! I lived half a day with a computer! Manzxsx, it's a lot to me! Okay, it's okay if I'm out/overseas, but I was actually just in front of the computer but I couldn't use it! ): Was having some problems lo.
Anyway, I'm going out now, with my family! :D Shopping for winter clothes and miscellaneous. Yay!
Actually I'm very tired, slept at 4am+ in the morning y' know! But luckily I had people to SMS with me. :D
Okay gtg, bye!
(I missed you, and all the other things.)
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Tell Her - Jesse McCartney
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03:18 am - Crazy me! (REALLY)
I just remembered my promise that I made to myself months and months ago! o: I'm not gonna be emotional anymore! :D So, I've deleted 1 post here and 3 posts over there @ my blogger. Manzxsx, I'm really crazy!
Heh, okay lah, 3.19am already ley! Need to try sleep liaozxsx! Bye!
Just gimme some time, that's all I need.
Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Right Where You Want Me - Jesse McCartney
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